Well, not rollin', movin'....tomorrow and the next day, and I still haven't really packed..is that a bad thing? I have too much stuff...If things break, well, good riddance, right? Well, not really. There is, somewhere, a fine line between "too much stuff" and "life's necessities" and right now I'm trying to find that line. I feel like I've got SO MUCH, but in reality, I really don't...when a nun, who has taken a vow of poverty, can look at you and say "you have absolutely nothing," that
should be a clear sign not to worry about the amount of stuff floating around; but I must admit, I'm still not convinced. I was reminded by one of my sisters the other day that I'm not expected to lead a monastic life, and can therefore have some of life's little luxeries and shouldn't feel guilty about that...things like stuffed animals....I like stuffed animals. But what about the stuffed animals that are well worn and beyond being any use to anyone? Like the bear I got for Christmas when I was 5...I'll never forget that Christmas...the bear is huge, well, at least to a 5 year old...and when we went into the living room on Christmas morning, it was the first thing that I saw. And when I asked whose it was, Laura said it was hers...but I
knew it had to be mine and she finally gave it to me and I slept with it for many more years than I care to admit...but now he's showing his age and does nothing but sit on the top shelf of my closet...so has he, one of my favorite toys EVER, moved into the realm of "stuff" and need to disappear? The silly, pack-rat, sentimental side of me says "no, absolutely not" but at the same time, he's doing no apparent good and is just taking up space...and that's just the bear...I have the same dilema with about 40% of what I own...so in the next 2 days, I get to figure all that out and find the healthy balance of enough stuff without being too brutal and throwing away my most prized possessions....hmmmmmm....we'll see how that goes...